If I get another stupid anon that says “Who’s the prettiest girl at hhs?” Or “Who do you like best in 10th grade?” I’m going to flip shit.

NEWS FLASH- I DONT LIKE ANYONE.

I miss the new feeling. I miss getting butterflies every time I saw your name scroll across my phone. I miss the sneakiness of staying at your house for the first time. I miss the accomplishment of claiming you as mine by sitting on your lap at parties. I miss staying up late just to spend a little extra time with you. I miss the first time you put your hand on my knee when we were in your car. I miss not being able to go to sleep at night because I was in such disbelief that you were beside me. I miss holding hands and enjoying it. I miss being excited about going places with you. I miss parading you around soccer games just to prove my point. I miss being a new couple.

Granted, we’ve only been together for 8 1/2 months and I know it isn’t really that long, but it’s a long time for me. I’ve never stuck with anything that long before. My last relationship was on and off every other week because I was so indecisive. I don’t want to say I’m bored.. but there is no thrill anymore. Sure, I’m comfortable. I feel safe. I know I’m loved. I just need to spice it up a bit..

I hate everyone

Today was an I hate everyone day. I muttered it during first block and in the hall between classes. Everyone’s stupidity was at its highest and I was the first to notice. If you don’t have anything intelligent to say, don’t say anything at all. 

For some reason I feel so much better when I tan. I’m warm and I feel GOOD. I don’t know what it is about it.. it just gives me the boost I need sometimes. Especially on cold rainy days like this

Please grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

soitsafiesta:

I need more patience, more Peace Tea, and that level of comfort past initial awestruckedness but before the time when things fall apart.

mols:

I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after seeing them at their most vulnerable, you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.

I do not think it’s possible for me to leave Wal Mart and spend under 40 dollars.